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Do you know how much it sucks to walk through a room with a bunch of people who "know" you
[with a fake smile, a bleeding heart, tear-stained cheeks, and puffy eyes]
and no one knows how
Awful
Broken
Crazy
Desperate - Depressed
Empty
Foolish
Gone
Hopeless - Hollow
Insignificant
Jaded
Kaleidoscope
Lonely - Lost
Miserable
Neglected
Odd
Peculiar - Precarious
Queer
Rundown
Stupid
Terrible
Useless - Unstable
Void
Worthless
Xenogeneic
Yucky
Zebrine - Zany
you feel?
It feels like I'm facing everything by myself with nothing but tears and a fake smile.
And it's like: I want you to know, but I don't want to tell you.
I'm scared to tell you.
Because maybe it's just so much easier to be broken than to go through the pain of needles and thread trying to get fixed.
Because maybe, despite what I'm always thinking and saying, I don't want to be fixed. Maybe it's better for me to be broken. Maybe I'm like a broken mirror: better to be left broken than hurting yourself trying to fix it.
Because the last thing I ever want to do is hurt anyone else. Myself? That's a different story. I'm already broken, shattered, and torn. Anything else doesn't matter; I don't feel it. But hurting someone else? That would do more harm than good because I would try to fix them and destroy myself more.
Because I want to brighten your day, even if I can't seem to brighten my own. I don't want to be the girl who gives up; the one who says "I can't do this anymore". I want to be strong, if not for myself, for everyone else. I want to be the one who can still have a smile and stand strong even though nothing is ever right. Even if I'm dying on the inside.
So I'm giving you a red rose. Not to tell you 'I Love You' but to give you a hint about my bleeding heart, because my rose is white and it's bleeding for you.
And sometimes you need someone who will protect you. And sometimes you just need someone who knows when to leave you alone. And although you learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.
And all I ever wanted was for someone to say 'I Love You' to me and mean it with all their heart. To know that a broken heart can never be fixed by force alone. And when I say "I'm fine" to look me in the eyes and say "tell me the truth".
Would you wait forever for me to make up my mind or would you get impatient like the others and leave me? Because I never wanted to be alone.
I only wanted to be with you
Runaway with me…
[with a fake smile, a bleeding heart, tear-stained cheeks, and puffy eyes]
and no one knows how
Awful
Broken
Crazy
Desperate - Depressed
Empty
Foolish
Gone
Hopeless - Hollow
Insignificant
Jaded
Kaleidoscope
Lonely - Lost
Miserable
Neglected
Odd
Peculiar - Precarious
Queer
Rundown
Stupid
Terrible
Useless - Unstable
Void
Worthless
Xenogeneic
Yucky
Zebrine - Zany
you feel?
It feels like I'm facing everything by myself with nothing but tears and a fake smile.
And it's like: I want you to know, but I don't want to tell you.
I'm scared to tell you.
Because maybe it's just so much easier to be broken than to go through the pain of needles and thread trying to get fixed.
Because maybe, despite what I'm always thinking and saying, I don't want to be fixed. Maybe it's better for me to be broken. Maybe I'm like a broken mirror: better to be left broken than hurting yourself trying to fix it.
Because the last thing I ever want to do is hurt anyone else. Myself? That's a different story. I'm already broken, shattered, and torn. Anything else doesn't matter; I don't feel it. But hurting someone else? That would do more harm than good because I would try to fix them and destroy myself more.
Because I want to brighten your day, even if I can't seem to brighten my own. I don't want to be the girl who gives up; the one who says "I can't do this anymore". I want to be strong, if not for myself, for everyone else. I want to be the one who can still have a smile and stand strong even though nothing is ever right. Even if I'm dying on the inside.
So I'm giving you a red rose. Not to tell you 'I Love You' but to give you a hint about my bleeding heart, because my rose is white and it's bleeding for you.
And sometimes you need someone who will protect you. And sometimes you just need someone who knows when to leave you alone. And although you learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.
And all I ever wanted was for someone to say 'I Love You' to me and mean it with all their heart. To know that a broken heart can never be fixed by force alone. And when I say "I'm fine" to look me in the eyes and say "tell me the truth".
Would you wait forever for me to make up my mind or would you get impatient like the others and leave me? Because I never wanted to be alone.
I only wanted to be with you
Runaway with me…
Literature
Want...
What I want isn't important
I want to feel loved.
I want to be happy.
I want to be successful.
What I want won't change anything
I want to help people
I want to be accepting of everyone
I want to help others understand...
What I want is Impossible
I want to live carefree
I want to make a difference in a big way
I want to get rid of other people's pain
What I want is selfish
I want time to discover and explore
I want the luxury of being healthy
I want to be someone else.
Literature
because we won't wake up.
it's a messed up world of messed up people, and this is how we live and die.
it's been exactly two-hundred ninety one days since he last drew the blade across his arms like the bow of a demon's violin, and it gets harder every day. he still breaks and he still falls and he can still be found on the floor at two in the morning, talking to himself and screaming at voices that no one else hears.
(but at least his scars have faded.)
she starves herself and vomits air because no one tells her she's strong enough and pretty enough and good enough to be alive.
he tells himself he is going to hell one day, and he is scared to death. but he doesn
Literature
Suicide
You called me up,
crying,
down the phone,
you said you'd taken some pills,
and didn't want, to die alone.
Is your life,
that messed up,
you had to take steps,
to make it stop?
I cried to you,
to call 999,
you said you couldn't listen,
to voices other than mine.
your voice sounded weak,
fighting for breath,
the silence was noticeable
as if i was deaf.
The streets of heaven,
are already full tonight,
full of souls,
souls of angels,
souls like yours,
souls of people,
whose life ended too soon.
Your death,
has brought nothing but pain,
upon this world.
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Full Title: So Much To Say, So Little Words[Courage]{Time} To Say It
Eh...
I don't think I like it that much. I think I ramble too much. Probably go to scaps in a day or two unless peoples really seem to like it
EDIT: Wells, my sister really likes it So I decided to use it as my entry for 's The Awesome Contest! Go check it out ;D [link]
P.S. How many quotes can you count?
Eh...
I don't think I like it that much. I think I ramble too much. Probably go to scaps in a day or two unless peoples really seem to like it
EDIT: Wells, my sister really likes it So I decided to use it as my entry for 's The Awesome Contest! Go check it out ;D [link]
P.S. How many quotes can you count?
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Damn girlie u've hit it again